" The time runs slowly... just like my tears "

Welcome to Miami!

2010-12-20T10:44:00.001+08:00

ok I know i haven't been blogging at all...Cause I'm just damn freaking busy! School, new life, school, new life! arghh!!!so so tired...But I'm really in Miami! And I have survived my first semester! YEA! Woohoo!!!I don't really know what to say.. Life is good and bad.. I'm happy and sad at the same time.. so mixed feelings every single day. .haiz.. nothing much to blog about too.. oh well..

One more week till SCHOOL STARTS!

2010-08-17T23:48:00.002+08:00

SCHOOLS IN!!!I got one more week to goand today i'm gonna get matriculatedi'm scared.. like really scared about lectures and stuff.. about not being able to concentrate and study well..so after all my complaints and stuff.. this is finally it. I'm on my way to doing what I want to do.. No more doubts. Actually I have no doubts at all. Just crazy scared that I won't make it.I'm in such of a

Nua day at home

2010-06-18T19:32:00.003+08:00

I stayed at home the entire day todayAnd slept and slept and slept and slept...Oh My God! I have not slacked/nua-ed for so so long.. and it feels so so good! Like I got totally nothing to do at all!!! Feels super duper good!Problem is now I'm super awake and it's 7.30pm at night!Anyway countdown clock is on till I'm going US! 2 weeks and about 1 day to go!!!

Late night blogging

2010-06-07T00:40:00.003+08:00

Hi Blog...I'm back to ramble on some stuff... cause I'm not tired... It's 12.40am right now and trust me to sleep the whole afternoon until I'm not tired at this time.. haiz.. well since I've not been updating, thought I could just post an entry...One more month to go before I'm flying off.. yes.. one more month.. am I excited? kind of.. am I sad? kind of.. am I scared? kind of.. lots of mixed

3-4 more months left

2010-04-25T22:46:00.002+08:00

2 more months till i'm finally free!Finally......yet the weekdays seem so much longer... and the weekends fly past like nobody's business even though i wake up about the same time... treasure the weekends so much, every minute and second...can't imagine how ppl last time had a 5 and a half day work weekI can't stand a 5 day work week nowAnd i wish i had a 4 day work week..Even last week when i

pondering again

2010-04-01T16:32:00.001+08:00

Should i go to a fun school? a better more practical school? or an unknown school which seems nearer to planet earth? (so if ppl wanna visit it'll be easier for them)Better practical school is enticing, but I may not be able to get funding and I might suffer there!!!!Fun school... if ppl wanna visit it's gonna be difficult... I'll be in my own little world...Unknown school but seemingly closer to

This is it

2010-02-14T09:42:00.003+08:00

I really need to eat healthily.. After today's breakfast..it's a new year!what a way to start a new year,breakfast consist of cereal, 15 pineapple tarts, macademia nuts, 8 egg rolls...crazy right...I think i just ate a day's worth of calories..and I'm still eating macademia nuts while typing this..ok i'm stopping junk food after this.. I have to!!! I need to blog/write abt it somewhere so that

junk food day!!!

2010-02-07T18:13:00.006+08:00

2 pieces of cheesecake6 fluffy egg rolls2 pineapple tarts1 few bites of a muffinkaya toast and prata..2 huge cream puffs2 mini cornettoswooo...junk food..god... y can't we eat junk everyday and stay healthy...

Please don't litter

2010-01-29T12:07:00.003+08:00

To all long distance atheletes/ enthusiasts..please do not litter when training:http://iwriteitinajournal.blogspot.com/2010/01/open-letter-to-all-friends-of-outdoors.htmlSad that we want to stay healthy, and protect ourselves, yet we don't protect the environment we're living in

Boring Boring Boring

2010-01-28T11:07:00.003+08:00

Jan is over.. YEA!!!Feb would go by quickly... (I hope)March would be boring... (goddammit)April only 2 full weeks and 2 half weeks (Double yea!!!)May would be 5 days, 4 days, 2 days, 4 days (hahaha!!!)June boring again... (but i got July to look forward to.. =) )totally planned half of my year...one year is really very short...life really goes by super quickly...

First post of 2010

2010-01-22T09:44:00.002+08:00

Funny how things can happen in a blink of an eye.2010 is going to be a good year for me I think.. And I hope..Can't waitAlthough now i'm currently feeling crappy because work just makes me feel crappyAnd i'm in the mood whereby "how am I going to survive another 5 more months"Gotta last.. gotta last another 5 more months.. gotta tell myself I can do it..

Making a list

2009-12-05T17:09:00.002+08:00

Thing I love/like.I love music.I love music because it makes me forget how I look and feel at that moment in timeI love calming soundsI love to sleep with calming sounds in my headI love to eat chocolateI love to sit down and just do nothing and watch tvI love to sit or lie on a bed and just talk to a close friendI love to be healthy (this i'm working towards seriously)I love to eat breadI love

In Emo Mood?

2009-12-01T13:43:00.001+08:00

I didn't switch on my air-con last night, so with my windows left wide open and the fan blaring at me I was staring at the super round and yellow moon and observing the wisps of clouds which were drifting in front of it.Started thinking... OMG the moon is so round, spring tide season, the tides will be rough. But then again, now is the monsoon changing season, so yes, the sea is going to be

30th November..

2009-11-30T08:58:00.001+08:00

Horrible, Horrible, Horrible monday blues.I'm asking myself. What am i working for. Why am I working, what's the point of workingi totally got no job satisfactionhorrible horrible horrible

Thanksgiving Poem. =)

2009-11-26T12:13:00.001+08:00

T’was the night of Thanksgiving, But I just couldn’t sleep. I tried counting backwards, I tried counting sheep. The leftovers beckoned, The dark meat and white. But I fought the temptation, With all of my might. Tossing and turning, with anticipation. The thought of a snack became infatuation. So I

My grand plans

2009-11-26T10:46:00.001+08:00

My grand plans for the day always goes down the drainI'll always plan ahead. To do this and do that... But it always doesn't happenAnd i just shoot myself after thatLike i'll plan to eat dinner, study, then go for a run or something... but the studying and running part doesn't happeninstead it's continuous eating throughout the nightI hate it. I don't know what to doi just don't

I'm in a bad mood today & I just need to rant

2009-11-24T09:01:00.001+08:00

Never exerciseEat lots of junkKeep sleepingI wanna lose weightBut I can't bring myself to do soI need to studyYet I can't find the motivationWhat to do...

My Birthday week

2009-11-19T21:37:00.004+08:00

My birthday week this year is a total mess.I'm in a total mess..This entire week i've just been sad, unhappy, forlorn...And to make myself feel better, i just indulge in chocolate, ice cream, tons of cakes, cereal.. sugar..And i refuse to sleep...What a way to start my birthday...I just feel so... haiz... i dunno what to say...i just wanna eat and eat and eat for this week..

What kind of Wine are you?

2009-11-01T16:00:00.002+08:00

I'm Pinot NoirWhat Kind of Wine Are You?You are a Pinot Noir - Refined, smooth, and emotional.Your friends often describe you as a very intelligent and intellectual conversationalist, always bringing up an interesting perspective on any topic. You are well-mannered and enjoy fine things, but can also get into a well-made simple meal. You pay attention to detail but also care about history and

I wish I could forget

2009-10-27T20:37:00.002+08:00

I wish I could forget,of all the bad times I hadof all the pain and suffering experiencedof all the unhappiness I've feltof all the heartaches I've weepI wish I could forget,so that I won't need to swallow my wordsso that secrets need not be secrets anymoreso that I could be free and light and just float through the skyand I would live a life without any worries.And then there are momentsMoments

Live life to the fullest

2009-10-13T13:54:00.001+08:00

Live life to the fullestLive life to the fullestLive life to the fullestLive life to the fullest!!!Never ever ever ever regret a single day, hour, minute, second of your life!!!Go for it!

Just love to cuddle

2009-10-07T12:05:00.003+08:00

I realize I do really just love to cuddle.Well then again.. Who doesn't?Unfortunately I got no cuddler... =pahhhh.. just another of my impromptu ramblingsok I'm in a moody mood today...

Seriously

2009-09-17T21:54:00.002+08:00

Do i need to get a life?nah....so many things to do so little time...I have so many wants and wishes in life that i think it'll be never endingMaybe i'm too hard on myself?God! Why's life so hard...I feel like a bloody old hag when i'm like a little less than 1/3 of my lifeone thing i learnt deeply after my horrible episode is that, just do what you want, what you like, just be happy.just be

Found 4 caches in a day!

2009-09-14T12:13:00.000+08:00

I think i'm really addicted to caching now...I wanna find all the caches in singapore!!!!Which is about 190 of them...but i already found 8..on a good start.. hehe.. =)

Australia Rocks Can....

2009-09-07T15:05:00.000+08:00

Wine.... goooddd...Foood... yummm...pace of life.... awesome...What more can one want!!!!weather... rockingly goood...i dun wanna leave.. i wanna stay there!!! I wanna stay there!!!I'm having the blues... the blues the blues the blues...

sleep all day

2009-08-19T09:55:00.000+08:00

Is the best wayTo think of nothing and slack it offsleep sleep sleep all dayand just waste your life awayi just wanna sleep all day and never wake upso i won't have any troublesbothersissuesunhappinessjust feels good to sleep all daydamn my head hurts

Mixed up.. confused..

2009-08-17T10:23:00.000+08:00

And it's over, it's finally over...And i'm heartbroken.. hurt.. dagger stabbedAnd another part of me feels relieved..I'm so mixed up.. so over my head on things..i really need to stop thinking, my brain seems to be working overtime everydayi think i'm really broken hearted

crying

2009-08-14T22:16:00.001+08:00

Someone please kill me

Disgusted.. hatred

2009-08-14T14:34:00.000+08:00

I hate myselfI'm disgusted with myselfI used to be such a new personNow i'm just an awful suckerAlways pulling a long faceActing like an assI used to be kind and helpful and always smilingI used to be always smilingI used to be always smilingI used to be always smilingWhat happenedNow i'm frowning, always angry, always frustratedI just hate myself

Slaving away in office

2009-08-12T10:33:00.000+08:00

Doing nothing... againMy head hurts so bad.. couldn't wake up today.. too tired.. so tired..urghh.. all my fault for not sleeping on monday night.. now i feel awful..can't wait for this week to be over..then next, and the nextand finally i'll have a whole week off! Awesome... *sigh*

New Addiction

2009-08-11T09:35:00.000+08:00

I found a new hobbyscrapbooking!digital scrapbooking to be more exact...I think i'm gonna scrapbook all my adventures as much as possible and when i have the time...but it wastes super a lot of time..i just scrapbooked my way last night until 4am.. urghhh

Trainings.. the pain.. the joy

2009-08-07T14:19:00.000+08:00

even though i complain about being tiredeven though i complain about being shagged outi still love the sport...even though i complain my body acheseven though i complain about the time it takes upi still love the sport...even though i complain that it's stressfuleven though i complain about how some ppl do and run thingsi still love the sport...i'm addicted to it, like how a smoker needs his

My friend's wedding and thoughts of Why...

2009-08-04T20:58:00.001+08:00

Can't believe it's my friend's wedding, as in a friend whom is actually same age as me getting married...Can't believe i'm at this stage of lifeCan't believe I'm so old!!!!I just wanna be a kid and have fun...I want parents to take care of me...Dammit.. why must everyone grow oldWhy did god create us this way... (i'm no believer of god though.. precisely due to these reasons..)Why must everything

Mraz's shake?

2009-08-03T11:46:00.002+08:00

Saw this on his twitter:Fresh brazilnut milk, kale, banana, mint, cayene, ice. Blended in the Vitamix.sounds awfully good.. feel like trying it out somedayJust saw this food blog with lots of picturesjedzen food blogI like food blogs with lots of pictures.. they make you salivate.. hahaha

"Love makes the time pass. Time makes love pass."

2009-08-01T13:46:00.000+08:00

Just another quote I read...

It's kinda sad really

2009-08-01T13:35:00.000+08:00

That i have nothing to blog aboutnothing good to blog about actuallybut then there are so many things to look forward toyet i'm still boredit's wierd..i'm wierd..maybe i ask for too much..my brain just keeps revolving round and round and making me all tired..

Tragedy tragedy tragedy

2009-07-31T17:04:00.001+08:00

Ooooo.. .the tragedy..i'm so bored and so uninterested...nothing to look forward to.. nothing nothing nothingwhy is it that all i do is complain?grumble grumble grumble... grumble grumble grumblei'm just bored

.....

2009-07-25T21:18:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling lost again.everytime it happens... every single time...

of Chocolate Cake and Cinammon Rolls

2009-07-06T14:11:00.006+08:00

Baked a flourless chocolate cake with my friends 2 weeks ago, which came out though not so pretty, but awfully awfully tasty...And the middle was overflowing/oozing with chocolate when you cut it open...Hot.. chocolately.. with vanilla ice cream on top.. the hot fudge and half-melting ice cream just mixes together and melts in your mouth... heavenly...hahaha!!!And onto our cinammon rolls!!!Sugary

Half a year has gone

2009-06-29T13:25:00.001+08:00

Another half more left... I hope it goes by fast..July would probably be a slow month..Hope august and sep would go by faster.. sep should be fast.. =)

Dear Diary

2009-06-16T16:41:00.003+08:00

Time for an update...How's life?Better... =)Depression?I think it's gone.. yes! Back to training for a while now.. although i still don't really have the motivation..guess i'm just one of those who needs someone to push me...Wassup with life?Guitar hero rocks! Wii Rocks!Travelling rocks!But i'm still not completely happy with life though.. ah well.. can't believe i've been working here for 2

Funny quote

2009-03-17T09:15:00.003+08:00

"I love deadlines. I like the whooshing sound they make as they fly be". - Douglas Adams=)

Couldn't take this anymore

2009-03-08T23:32:00.002+08:00

Nah.......Just a title to grab some attentionBut, i know, i can't do this job, I need to changeHow can i survive if i dread every single weekday.. with the feeling of nothing to look forward tosad.....just hope i can still hold onneed to hold on no matter how depressing or sucky it is

A quote a day to save the day

2009-02-13T08:56:00.003+08:00

"Life is a comedy for those who think... and a tragedy for those who feel." - Horace WalpoleSo i guess i feel too much.Guess i'm just one of those hopeless romantics

A quote a day to save my day

2009-02-10T15:50:00.002+08:00

"Communication. It's the first thing we really learn in life. Funny thing is, once we grow up, learn our words and really start talking, the harder it becomes to know what to say. or how to ask for what we really need."

ok my life really sucks

2009-02-09T08:49:00.000+08:00

my scars are so deep that i think they can't be repaired

Sucks

2009-01-31T15:51:00.000+08:00

There's all there is to say...

Looking for meaning

2009-01-13T13:22:00.003+08:00

I really feel like there's not much meaning in lifeI mean, i'm like 1/3 to 1/4's way thru life.. and what am i doing?Makes me wonder why ppl work their life away and slave away to moneyIs it really necessary?They say do the things you love to do, but it's so much easier said than doneAnd holding an office job means your whole week is gone.Looking around the office, it makes me think, maybe these

parts of lyrics to a song

2009-01-06T08:51:00.003+08:00

Now floating up and downI spin, colliding into soundLike whales beneath me diving downI'm sinking to the bottom of myEverything that freaks me outThe lighthouse beam has just run outI'm cold as cold as cold can be...I want to swim away but don't know howSometimes it feels just like i'm falling in the oceanLet the waves take me downLet the hurricane set in motion...Let the rain of what I feel

New Year

2009-01-05T09:28:00.002+08:00

Finally.. 2009! A new year and hopefully and brand new start. Although i don't feel that my new year kicked off the great with a happy note. i kept thinking about 2010 moreAnd guess what's the first thing i did when i reached work. Whipped out the calendar and crossed out the days that passed... so much for trying to get 2009 out as fast and soon as possible.I feel better now. I guess, maybe

=0

2008-12-05T10:54:00.003+08:00

When something creeps into your system and slowly releases it's poison thru your veins and bloodstream, how do you get it out...how long does it take to get such a dopant and remove it permenantly.Super wanna remove mine, because i've had enough...at least i feel that i'm finally taking a bit of control of my life.. a bitbut it takes time right, it takes time, it takes time (need to constantly

Somebody

2008-12-01T21:25:00.000+08:00

Somebody..Seriously..just kill me..the easy way out to end all this tiredness

Morning post

2008-11-29T08:05:00.002+08:00

Suppose to run today at ecp with them...Cancelled it yet again...I actually changed, put on my singlet, changed the battery on my radio, went to pack my bag.. then i saw that clock.. 8am already.. and they're suppose to start at 8am. If i take a cab down.. maybe 8.30 reach. what's the point. They probably already started running . If so, where am i going to put my bag and stuff. So i also

It just won't stop

2008-11-28T22:35:00.002+08:00

WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!F***!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I wanna DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I can cry even while swimming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1I can't even control that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I can cry even in the shower while everyone is making jokes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!what the F*** IS wrong with me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Never in my entire life

2008-11-23T16:05:00.004+08:00

Have a had such a horrible breakdown 5 pieces of bread, 10 digestive biscuits, 2 bowls of cereal with milk, 3 jacobs crackers, a bunch of grapes, a cup of soya milk, a cup of milo, one split ice cream.ANd now i just want to sleep..It just gets worse and worse

More.. more.. complaints complaints complaints

2008-11-23T02:26:00.003+08:00

No goal in lifeNo point in lifeNo reason in lifeBored Bored BoredEat eat eatfood = comfortlife = eatingJust want to sucuumb myself to food.I admit i have a problemDunno when i'm hungry anymore.. dunno when i'm not hungry anymore, can't tell what is whatI really wanna run away... Run away far... where everyone dunno me, to start a new lifebut yet i'm scared if i run away i'll just fall deeper and

Reflections

2008-11-16T23:36:00.002+08:00

I just watched avenue Q The musical.. Very cool, very very cool.. Have to say that i enjoyed it. The songs are funny, the jokes are damn humorous but real. Made me think about life a little more, and from what they say, i think what i'm experiencing right is maybe perfectly normal if they could put some of my feelings out into a musical. Somehow i was able to relate to some stuff.But it's good,

more ramblings

2008-11-12T08:50:00.002+08:00

Birthday next week!! Wonder how is it gonna be like...ok i'm still in my crazy little depressed state of mood, although i'm a lot better.. way way way a lot better compared to like half a year ago, or 1 year ago.. can't believe it takes so so long... I'll probably need another year or so to be completely cured or something i guess.. hoepfully..can't stop eating at night.. still can't stop eating

Aiya...

2008-11-03T15:42:00.003+08:00

lost lost lost, still thinking of what to doOne thing i know for sure though, i think i'm really not the working type of person.. The office working type of personI think i'll like to be a waiter or something, i really detest sitting down in a chair and not moving around, it's actually quite horrible.studying is still the best.. although you can get stressed during the exam period.But at least i

Cannot stop crying

2008-10-06T22:09:00.002+08:00

How did i end up in this state. Why do i keep crying at every small little thing. I'm like always unhappyI feel like my life is being sucked away from me. Dunno what happened. I get insomnia, i eat my way out of things, i'm lifeless at work, i got no motivation to train, I dunno what is happening.Such a loser, such a crybaby, such a loner. i'm in an awful state, a bloody freakin awful state

stuff

2008-10-04T22:22:00.003+08:00

Was watching grey's anatomy S3... sad episode...if falling in love is so utterly hard and painful, why do ppl still do itThe only major thing which seperates humans from animials is that we have the power to feel and think, yet this power also creates such misery for us.would it be better if we were just another simple species, so that all this complicated stuff.. complicated thoughts..

Whining, Pleasing, Crying out for gods sake

2008-09-28T23:00:00.002+08:00

I just keep falling deeper and deeper into this dark black hole of dunno where.. it feels horrible. I wish, I desperately wish that i had a very very good friend which i could rely on, whom i can complain to without worrying whether the person thinks i'm a dumbass or just a stupid idiotic bimbotic person, whatever whatever..I'm crying every single day.. why is that?I don't understand what is it

Sad ah sad

2008-09-25T15:53:00.002+08:00

Become fat liaoMy crazy eating craze finally showing signs on my body... Sucks like shit..But, last time i fatter.. so if i can get it off.. means i should be able to do it again bah.. I hope.. haiz.. sad ah sad

Constant battle...

2008-09-18T22:20:00.002+08:00

Why is my mind so corrupted... forever battling with my crazy mind... my mind tells me to do one thing, my body tells me to do elsewise...I dunno which is more tired, my mind or my body...I tried everythingsleeping it offeating it offeat excessively of different foodssleeping excessively immediately after eatingstop exercising as much as possiblebut i just get weaker and weakernot to mention

color Quiz i took.. think its quite accurate.. at least tats what i think

2008-08-25T16:26:00.001+08:00

Eliz took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test!"Desires a tranquil, peaceful state of harmony offe..."Click here to read the rest of the results.

growing up

2008-08-04T10:26:00.002+08:00

Saturday night went for this dinner at NUS Guild house at suntec.By my this childhood friend who's 1 year younger than me. He's leaving for US (MIT) to get his PhD. Me, his bro, my bro, and some other ppl used to play together at gilman heights n stuff. His dad like my dad, studied together in US, then now in NUS as math profs. His status also like me like that, born in US, etc etc (but gave

What to do...

2008-07-13T21:52:00.002+08:00

What is one to do when one is bored and sick and tired of everythingi'm really very tired of workI'm also very tired of exercising stuffi'm even more tired of complaining that i'm tired and sick of everything everytime!And nothing i do, nobody i talk to, seems to helpnothing helps at all..I feel like crawling into some unknown deserted land and just hide there and hibernate for like 1 yearNo food

3 months

2008-07-12T22:38:00.003+08:00

3 months of long depressed state of dunno what the hell i'm doing and not thinking straight and no control of wat ever i'm doing - totally lost and devoid of everythingI should stop thinking so much and do whatever i want and maybe it'll cure mei hope this crazy episode ends soon. Just dun think so much

Tila Tequila

2008-04-26T22:25:00.001+08:00

Think this is a really really dumb reality show.. hahaOMG..damn... by the way.. she was born in singapore... hahaha!http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tila_Tequila

Need more happening stuff

2008-04-07T16:03:00.002+08:00

I'm getting bored with work. I'm even getting bored with going for trainings. I need something more happening.. like going out or something.. So super duper no life.And now i'm addicted to the online game Cabal.. hahaBut of course, i'm still crazy over beach trainings. But i'm damn bored of pool trainings...Don't even know why am i still going down...Complain, complain, complain...And now its

food attack!!

2008-03-18T22:46:00.002+08:00

Something's wrong with me these few days...I keep eating non-stop..and the scary thing is, I don't feel full after eating all the junk food...I ate like 6 pieces of ferrero rocher on sunday night, 5 after eight chocolate mints, and 3 pieces of expensive milk chocolate, after dinner...monday night was 8 pieces of ferrero rocher, plus one of those chocolate with liquid alcoholic drink inside, plus

Overnight swimming rocks!!!

2008-03-17T01:38:00.002+08:00

Overnight swimming rocks rocks rocks!!!Check out my lifesaving blog for more stuff...i not SO SO SO SO wanna try overnight running... woohoo!!! I'm in high mode right now

Terrorist escapee..

2008-03-01T16:30:00.004+08:00

Wah.. yesterday night was going back home after eating this super huge expensive buffet dinner to celebrate my friend's leap year birthday...And guess what i saw on the way home..4 or 5 those big red armored trucks.. then they'll stop at bus stops and let off a whole group of special police ops down.. think they're scouring the area for the terrorist escapee.. So scary.. imagine they really find

Just need to add on some stuff

2008-02-23T10:55:00.002+08:00

oh yar.. when i went there, i sat beside this really cute french guy! haha.. but he was smooching with his gf sitting beside him.. so..Then when i came back i sat beside this german guy (i think he's german cause he's reading this book which looks like its in german) And he totally looks like santa claus, cause he has a beard and everything.. and his wife beside him looks like santa claus' wife..

Bangkok..

2008-02-22T23:36:00.002+08:00

Need to blog about my thailand business trip..Never been to Thailand.. yar!! i cuckoo i know.. a lot of singaporeans always go bangkok.. or some other part of thailand.. (but then again, i'm not singaporean.. hee)Anyway, everyone keeps thinking i'm like some freaking thai!!! i walk around the shopping malls and everyone's like "sawadeekaa" then blah blah blah blah blah in thai language.. i just

sweeny todd

2008-02-10T23:06:00.000+08:00

Watched Tim Burton's sweeny todd erm... last... tuesday.. (right now it's sunday).Gruesome.. utterly gruesome..but other than the bloody blood splattering everywhere like nobody's business. I felt it was quite good/cool/mesmerizing.well at least i was paying attention and not falling asleep. (yar, tats pretty much my definition of a good movie, won't fall asleep but eyes stayed glued to the

Finally giving in

2008-02-01T17:34:00.000+08:00

After about 6 months of working life. I'm finally giving in.Can't go for every single training anymore. I'll die. I'll literally die. Actually went out with colleagues this week. First time went out. I don't really hang around with them. I usually hang around with my old colleagues for tea breaks and stuff so the gossips are a bit different. Now i tried to hang around with my new

Breakfast

2008-01-27T10:59:00.001+08:00

Made apple cinammon pancakesTastes.. plain.. but good with syrup.. and applesauce... hah!

Haiz...

2008-01-25T23:58:00.000+08:00

I'm dead tired, like super dead tired, like super zombie mode tired.But i'm still awake and moving around and using my brain and typingand i still went for training today despite my complaints nowand i'm still going tmr for the trials (but i doubt i'll be allowed to participate), so i guess i'll just help outMaybe it'll be good also. then i can sleep in the afternooneverything also no time. I

Work sucks... I know

2008-01-22T19:52:00.000+08:00

She left me roses by the stairs..surprises let me know she cares..say it ain't so, i would not go, turn the light off, carry my home..na na.., na na.., na na.. na na.. na na, na na.. na na.. na na.. na na..okok, i shall stop singing..Bloggin again because of wat? duh.. boredome.. again...Dun want to run, dun want to swim, dun want to do any exercise..cause i'm just plain freaking tireda lot of

Sad & tired.. Very tired..

2008-01-14T23:10:00.000+08:00

Another one gone, another one disappearedIt was so sad that he had to leave at this point of time.It was heartbreaking when i saw him hug herVery very heartbreaking.This time round, instead of wanting to leave with him like the previous one, I wanted him to stay instead (Cause maybe then again i'm not really interested in China.. =) )ah.. oh well.. so much for that.. just hope he'll be back

IA Students

2008-01-09T14:07:00.000+08:00

Did i mention that 2 IA students just came in to join my team from NUS EE Yr3. They should be my age if they went NS (one chinese one indian.. think should be singaporean bah)But they look so old... So toot.. so nerdy toot.. haha.. They're suppose like tidy up our lab, and like stock take our test systems and stuff and arrange them in a rack and stuff to make our life easier.And they very onz.

What the hell

2008-01-08T15:06:00.000+08:00

I was looking at my blog posts for the past few days, and it's just so depressing and saddening.. what the hell...I need some cheerful moments right now man.Well, i can talk about work..Hey!! Work ain't that boring (as what you may actually think) Haha.Actually it's a little more happening now cause i've been moving down, and some of my colleagues are also moving down, so all this moving stuff is

Lousy crap mode

2008-01-01T06:20:00.000+08:00

What is your problem...Am i not your friend...I thought i meant something to you...All the little things which i helped and did for you are all not appreciated... why?Must i do something drastically NICE - drastically and noticeable GOOD to you before i'll get noticed or repaid even a little bit by you...I guess the little things which i did just goes past you unnoticed.. they're just too subtle

Waiting for time to past

2007-12-31T14:16:00.000+08:00

31st.. new year. next year. a whole new year, a whole new beginning.Resolution:do my job properly. Be hardworking and learn.. don't slack.earn money! woohoo! but i think my pay can't increase much lafeeling sad now though. just wanna go home.. life sucks..friend just went sweden.. my heart right now wants to fly there.. i desperately wanna fly there like really really desperately. god damn

Genting

2007-12-24T16:52:00.000+08:00

Just came back from Genting yesterday night...It was suppose to be a fun-filled happy holiday before christmas, but...We went malacca first, and one couple in our gang of 10 quarelled. Quarelled because of us, becaue we left them at the shopping mall while we went back to the hotel to sleep and bathe and stuff. We left them there and they didn't shop or anything at all, all they did was wait

Some Thoughts

2007-12-14T10:38:00.000+08:00

Yesterday's outing made me realize something.That i'm out of touch, and lost with the gang.That i don't know whats happening with them, and i can't join in the conversation with them.But i've been around!! I've always been around! i haven't seen them for only less than 1 week or so...SO why is it that i feel so out.. so lost.. so alone..Is it me? Is it that i'm not pro-active enough to find out

Chat with a stranger

2007-12-05T08:44:00.000+08:00

Went down for a swim yesterday, since my legs ached from the marathon i ran on sunday...Met a guy, Name's Dennis. Guy from Stuttgart, Germany! So interesting right.. his accent is so strong.Anyway asked me am i training for triathlon or just swimming for fun. (Do i look like a triathlete??) Said i'm doing biathlon soon.. then he like 'ohhhh'works in science park.. started a new company there

Nov and Dec 07

2007-11-26T23:59:00.001+08:00

Will 08 be a better year? Is that what i'm getting prepared for? To become stronger for 2008?Why are such great things happening at this year end?So many birthday celebrationsa wedding4 funeralsa transition...Still got a month to come before this year endwill there be more to come?

Work is now boring

2007-11-16T14:12:00.000+08:00

work is so boring now. Nothing to settle. Although i have to read up on the new products which i'll be taking up on. But other than that, nothing else...Just to follow-up on old issues... whereby the ppl are taking SO long to reply. Sucks like crazy.And i feel so restless and tired and my stomach feels bloated cause i'm just sitting down and not moving the whole day.If there was a pool here i

when you're gone - the pieces of my heart is missing you

2007-11-06T00:31:00.000+08:00

When you're goneIn the mood right now

Moody

2007-11-05T23:52:00.000+08:00

I'm always moody... why is that? Always unhappy and sad. Always thinking of unhappy things..Always thinking that my friends dun want me, that nobody cares about me. Is that true or is it just my character which makes ppl tend to not treat me with more attention?Maybe its just me. I guess i think too much. But actions speak louder than words don't they? And usually i deduce everything from

boys like girls

2007-11-05T00:24:00.000+08:00

The wierdest thing just happened today.The shower in east coast is open air, so there's like no real toilet/cubicle to shower.So there were these 2 little girls showering naked outside (little girl as in 5,6,7 that type of age). Then their mom was bathing them.Then there was this little boy. And his mom also brought him to the girls toilet there. And the little boy was just standing there and

Work ah work ah work

2007-11-01T13:38:00.000+08:00

So i guess i'll be staying on in my company as expected.Gotta hand over all my stuff to my colleagueAnd i'll be starting anew..which is good i guess since i'm so messed up and confused about so many thingsNow i can rearrange everything and hopefully not be so messyAt least i got a clearer picture of how being an engineer is like..These 3 months like trial run like that. Guess i'll stay on and

Is change always good.

2007-10-30T01:08:00.000+08:00

Been working in my company for abt 3 months now.Guess what's happening..Firstly, a tiny background -> My small little department is in charge of mainly 3 products, IR, Discretes (LEDS and photodiodes) and sensors. Basically IR and discretes are grouped together while sensors are another group. When i came in as a process engineer, i was handed the IR & discretes group because they are more

Bitch mode

2007-10-28T00:22:00.000+08:00

I hate you. Why must everybody sucuumb to your ways. Why is life so unfair. Why am i always never noticed. Why am i always being forgotten. Why do people not care about me. Why am i so insignificant whenever in a big group. Why can't i be given more credit.I hate you i hate you i hate you.

Wish

2007-10-17T22:52:00.001+08:00

I wish i have someone to talk to whenever i need to.I wish i could have someone to disturb without worrying about whether i'm really disturbing him/herI wish i had someone so close that i could just call and talk cock anytime anyday and never get boredI wish that i could lean on that person's shoulder and cryI wish him/her would not judge me when i complainI wish him/her would love and embrace me

insomnia

2007-10-16T05:20:00.000+08:00

Can't fall asleep tonight. it's not 5.20am, think i can forget about sleeping since i gotta wake up at 7am for workwonder what's wrong with me, exercise too much ah? Is there too much of exercise? But today really like exercise a lot, swim, run, swim. But ok le, it's not very long. Or i eat too much?Wah i really eat a lot. You know i ate almost the whole big box of cereal, plus 2 apples, 1

Something to read - work stuff

2007-10-11T17:07:00.001+08:00

The Difference Between You and Your BossWhen I take a long time to finish, I am slow,When my boss takes a long time, he is thorough When I don't do it, I am lazy,When my boss does not do it, he is busy,When I do something without being told, I am trying to be smart,When my boss does the same, he takes the initiative, When I please my boss, I am apple polishing,When my boss pleases his boss, he is

Stormy stormy stormy

2007-10-08T02:06:00.000+08:00

Just gotta write about this before i sleepSigned up for this 5km swim at east coast park which is held today. (flag off 12.30pm).Well, guess what, after like.. i think 1.5km swim..woohoo.. heavy heavy downpour... totally utterly heavy downpour. I tell ya, the waves were so so so darn choppy, it was horrible! But on one hand, it was also super exciting... I mean, when will you actually get the